not that anyone comes here anymore, but you (being someone who does) may have noticed the re-instatement of the old logo, with a slight change. but, there's a reason...

i had an amazing talk with a coworker of jodi's the other day, where he explained in random detail (he kept sidetracking himself) the concept of the title / subtitle in words that i have never been able to find. it's an idea, an explanation of things that has been at the back of my head that keeps me going, most times at my darkest and most depressed hour, my giving some kind of reason to the world that tends to have no reason.

i tend to get depressed pretty easily, and it usually lasts more than a few hours (more like a few days). i'll get to the point where i don't think anything is ever going to get any better, and i'll remember that i don't really care, and that whatever is / was depressing me so much no matter how bad it may have been, happened for a reason. and i would be marginally less depressed.

it's the ability to let all the little things slide, the little things that piss you off on a daily basis not affect you in a was to raise your anger or make you depressed. it's not an easy thing to do, or to accept, but in the end it helps.

the crazy thing about the conversation was that i was thinking that i wanted to talk to jodi about the same thing earlier that day, and couldn't get the words to come, or to figure out how to explain it. then chris comes along, explaining to me all about a comic that he had drawn for jodi, and he got into the explanation. so, i had him tell jodi the same thing.

everything happens for a reason, good or bad.